It's sad to see my dad die in rehab, maybe soon Hospice. I appreciate him and special things for him even more. He didn't expect to get this illness. People nudge me like I matter but don't really care for me. Nothing replaces my parents.
My mom already died from 3 kinds of cancer December 2018. It's been hard on us. Instead of pity, there is blame. My dad started to go right after her.